When the possibility of using a mobility scooter was first
raised I involuntarily contracted as another sign of my disability flashed
before my eyes. I saw it as something in me I had lost because of my
Parkinson’s.
I went to a theme park today and knowing my walking has
become shuffling, unsteady and exhausting I knew I was putting myself in a
situation where a mobility scooter was necessary. I lasted about 10 minutes on
my feet before having to stop and rest. I was holding everyone up so I relented
and climbed onboard the red machine. I had to give up driving after my
diagnosis so this was the first time in nine months I had taken charge of a
motor vehicle. With some trepidation I turned the ignition key and the electric
motor came to life without a sound; I expected a throaty roar of the engine but
alas nothing. I shrugged my shoulders as much as my Parkinson’s will allow and
laid my hands on the controls. They consisted of handle bars looped at each end
with a moveable lever extending from the centre; I was informed that pushing
the lever away from me propelled the machine forward, pulling the lever toward
me put it in reverse and letting go applied the brakes. I was ready…
I gently pushed the lever and the mobility scooter lurched
forward then settled into a steady pace. I was off!!! The wind streamed passed
my face and the surroundings became a blur as I raced ahead, knuckles white as
I grasped the handle bars…meanwhile toddlers and old people confidently strode
past me and left me in their dust; I was actually doing 2mph! But I was mobile,
in control and most importantly sat down resting my legs! I drove around the theme
park with growing confidence. I even did a U-turn!
I now realise my fear was misplaced; using a mobility
scooter is not about what I’ve lost but
what I gain from using it, no matter how fast or slow I go.
Nobody felt you were holding us up Jonny! You did the right thing giving the scooter a whirl though; I think it gave you an opportunity to focus on enjoying yourself rather than being too distracted by the symptoms of Parkinson's.
ReplyDeleteIt was definitely your gain, not your loss.