The triumph of self awareness

But it is not too late for me. I am not subsumed by the chaos as Othello is. I retain the ability to be in the audience of my own thoughts, which provides a distance and a counterbalance to my approaching chaos (Othello needs to recapture this but gives Iago, the very poison, his place in the audience of his thoughts). Awareness is both a tragedy and a triumph; it informs you of the chaos of approaching danger but also gives you the opportunity to deal with that danger. I am trying to be alongside the perception of a corrupted future and with this awareness purify and recapture my present…